Saturday, July 16, 2005

i am at island now. its so boring. okay. the dance thing
today is kinda screwed up. i was waiting to see 3d's dance.
gwen looks cool. hah. (: my class is okay. just that they did
everything last minute. haven't got much appetite. just
ate a piece of NESTLE cookie and a packet of ice lemon tea.

to nic and the rest. sorry kay. didn't have recess with you
guys. we have the dance to attend to. cause its a last min
thing. catch up with guys on monday. hopes everything is
alright.(:

went for training today. before that went for piano.
took a bus down and had to cross such a wide road to
get across. i look like a chicken trying to run across.
darling's dad gave me a ride in. thank you soo much. (:
if not i have to walk for very long in order to get in.
training was fun. kinda enjoyed it. played well.
playing a match tomorrow at 9 in the morning.

gosh. i have at least 5 tests to take next week.
maths, bio, geog, social studies and chem. gonna die.

got to go. running out of credit. its so noisy in here.
how i wish hit is here. at least i have company.
the people playing counter strike are making so much
noise especially this stupid guy opposite. 'shut up lahs!'

don't know whats wrong with you. you don't wanna tell
me. don't wanna open up. you are just torturing yourself
like that. guess you will just see the ghost of me. i am
seeing you fade away. =\

  Wednesday, July 13, 2005

decided to change my html. one cause the other one
has too many entries. and i dont want to delete it
as there are memories about things there. gonna get a new 'life'.
ca is coming. and things are starting to get a little stressed up.
did the dissecting of the pig's heart today. it wasn't as
bad as i thought it would be. it just stinks a little.
miss wong says a sheep's heart will be slightly bigger than the pig's.
but it will definitely stink more. and i admit. the pig's heart already
smells a little bad. i kinda feel a little down these few days. i keep
having this feeling that i am taken for granted? like i am there for
a reason? like when someone needs me then i will be there? but
when there is none i am just left alone?
guess may be i am just nothing but a piece of crap.
well. just hope things get better. don't really have much to talk about.
just take i don't reallylike what things are like now. =\

I thought that I could always count on you.
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together. We would be alright.
We would be ok. But I was stupid. And you broke me down.

I will never be the same again. So thank you for showing me.
That best friends can not be trusted. And thank you for lying to me.
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.
I wonder why it always has to hurt. For every lesson that you have to learn.
I wont forget what you did to me. How you showed me things.

I wish I would never seen. But I was stupid. And you broke me down.
I willl never be the same again.So thank you for showing me.
That best friends can not be trusted. And thank you for lying to me.
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back.

When the tables turn again. You will remember me my friend.
You will be wishing I was there for you.
I will be the one you will miss the most.But you will only find my ghost.
As time goes by.You will wonder why you are all alone.

So thank you for showing me. That best friends can not be trusted.
And thank you for lying to me. Your friendship and good times we
had you can have them back. So thank you for lying to me.
So thank you for all the times you let me down. So thank you
for lying to me. So thank you your friendship you can have it back.

- hey you jiu shi ni. qing kao zai wo huai li. bie jia zhuang bu zai yi.
ni ming ming dong le xin. so baby jiu shi ni. qing bu yao xai you yu.
wo men lai wan ge you xi. jiao L.O.V.E YEAH YES I DO.
hey you jiu shi ni. qing kao zai wo huai li. bie jia zhuang bu zai yi.
wo ke neng xi huan ni. so baby jiu shi ni. qing shuo ni hen kai xin.
wo you dian xi huan ni. you dian xi huan ni.
hey you jiu shi ni. qing kao zai wo huai li. bie jia zhuang bu zai yi.
wo xiang wo xi huan ni. so baby jiu shi ni. qing shou ni ye yuan yi.
wo fei chang xi huan ni. fei chang xi huan ni.
ni bu hui dong wo jiu shi yao ni xin ji. wo lian ai wu di.
shui yu jian ni. lian dai ren ye hui ren shu. wei she me shi ni.
wo zhi xiang. wei she me xi huan de shi ni. wo yi xi huan ni yi ge.

 

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