Tuesday, February 28, 2006

woohoo!! i am finally blogging!! hah. okay. i can only talk this loud
now. well. loudhaler is sick you see. hah. oh well. had e math and geog
papers today. rather okay. (:

it was funny yesterday. though the first part i was studying all alone
and some things cropped up. jean called me yesterday after so long!!
i was so so happy when she called. missed her voice. hah. she still sound
the same. talked about life as usual. was at the end, sitting on my favourite
bench. then she said she had to hang up cause she need to go. then all those bad things
came coming. but things are alright now. and i am glad. saw hannah on the way back.
she is looks so mature. but pretty. hopefully i can train this sunday. its sad that glad,
bryant and sean are leaving. the team is like getting smaller. i still havent thought
of the perfect gift yet. the party is like this saturday. but hey!!
i am having exams here. i cant think. hah. :D

looking back into my life. i realise i am rather fortunate. all those bad things i have faced
its just part of life. its quite ironic that sometimes i feel that i am torn apart between life.
i dont know what's gonna happen to me in the future. and if i ever leave pass 70. i think i will
just think of death till my days are up. i dont think i can be much of a help. just a waste of
space on this earth. and next life. i would want to be umm. a dolphin? hah. better get going
now.


you love me but you dont know who i am. <3>

 

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