Monday, April 24, 2006

i am here to blog again. its really long since i blogged. i closed down that stupid blog.
cause i no longer need those memories anymore. it just haunts me. seriously. and yes.
i am starting on a brand new life. =)

went to dreamix 2006 on friday! the concert is super nice! really rock and rocks! hah.
love electrico. they are super good. amanda lee is chio. hah. =) practically. that band is
pro. hah. then umm. e.i.c sang my favourite song. you and i both. rjc's own band, edensol
is good too. maybe because of their guitaress. hah. he is jie's junior. has super small eyes.
boyish look. just cute. =) then eh. saw eyecandy. really took a good look at him. hah.
i didnt know it was him at the door until i took a very very VERY good look. that
punkish look really melts peoples' heart. anyway. i thought i wasnt gonna see him cause
i didnt really like see his soul around. but jie said he is. so yes he was! made my day. =)

saw like people whom i know. they had rugby match too. didnt get to watch. =(
heard from jie's friend about the results on trampoline. guess its quite unfair though.
i mean only that particular school is allowed to shift their A div people down to B div lahs.
its so... i know its not really my business but its still unfair! A div and B div doesnt make a
difference but which person can pose as a B div person unless super short or something lahs.
but still. its dumb cause people will still know you are not suppose to be in that division.
hah. jie said that too. great minds think alike. watched jie dance. it was super nice. her
friends are nice too. took a tour around the school. the lecture hall is enormous. wonder which
idiot will sit all the way back. though i know the lecturer will not write anything on the
board but ya. its still impossible to see! the whole place is just cosy. my type of place. =)
went home at around 10 plus. jie walked me to junction 8 and dad and mom came to pick
me up.

that was this week. last week i went to town and then down to esplanade. went to have satay.
talked alot. had fun and all. my place of recommendation. =) its been so long since i really
came out to see the world okay! the feeling was so so fresh. no more locked up. =) dad and mom picked me too. around 9 plus. yeps. dropped rina and 'random thing' at clementi. then the day
ended.

moving on is working. and i no longer have that pain in me. the thought of you terrifies me.
i dont know if i could bring myself to be friends with both you and her. its not because
you guys are together. but more imptly you guys betrayed and cheated me. you lied.
you lied the most. you controlled my life. you were in contact with her all these
while when you said you NEVER! liar. and her. can still joyfully tell me whatever she said.
the pain you and her brought me has left a scar in my life. i never wanna look back into my
past cause it haunts me. its the biggest mistake to actually believe what you said to me.
i was a fool. the biggest fool. but now i have seen your true colours.

 

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