Friday, August 04, 2006

here i am to blog about this shit person, __ who ruined my freaking mood.
i am here to vent my anger and let YOU know how mad i am with you.
i dont care if you will ever talk to me again. but you owe me an apology.

you gave me your words that you will take my homework for me cause
i will be going for my match instead of tuition. you told me you will tell me
the homework. i told you i will meet you, in advance. it wasnt a last minute
thing. and it didnt sound like you had important things to do. i told you
specifically that i will meet you today! TODAY! i merely just changed the venue.
besides, you havent finish school when i got home. that is when you asked me to
go to beauty world to pick my freaking homework from you. hello. its just to your
convenience. not mine. i am not implying that the previous venue is to my convenience.
your school from my place its not far away. why do i have to go all the way
to beauty world when actually you can meet me nearer? all you ever cared is to play
pool. not give me my work. fine. so now you have the work and i dont.

you asked me to call you on monday night. i told you let me wrapped up my stuff and i
will call. its hardly 10 mins when i actually called. guess what. no one picked up.
i didnt get a message in the morning to let me know at least that you fell asleep. tuesday,
you called me. i asked for my work. you told me you didnt have your file and the papers
are inside. fine. you said since you are seeing me on thursday you will pass me the papers.
but have you ever thought that jiejie is coming the next day? i just wanted to do my work.
is that a sin? i compromised. i asked you to message me the essay questions first. at least
i did something before jiejie comes. you only reluctantly agreed after much talking.
i've gotten the essay but now i dont have the part of it. telling me online isnt gonna work.
i've got to see the question myself.

today. you made me really really frustrated with you. and freaking mad. you called at 0330.
telling me to go there. i said no. i cant. cause i have tuition at 0430. and you replied by saying
you will call me back. at that time you were just outside your school.
i waited till i could not wait any longer. i called you at 0420. and guess what?
you tell me to go beauty world AGAIN knowing that its not possible since tuition starts at 0430.
i questioned you. the purpose of you being there is because you are playing pool. you answered
with no hesitation with 'how did you know'. i am not dumb okay. that point of time i really
blew up. i feel as if i am fooled okay. hoping to get my work for days yet i didnt.

so now you know how much i've waited for my homework ya? and now you know that i am
seriously very very mad at you. you better hope that nothing is gonna happen to you when
you read this. cause i am telling you. you had better watch your back.

  Tuesday, August 01, 2006

I welcome you inside my life.
For what you do. Oh you make me happy.
So very happy. Once again. Here I stand.
So inspired To take your hand.
And never take for granted. What I was granted.
Once again I never thought I could love again.
I never thought I'd let somebody else in.
I never thought I could trust and then.
Here I am in love once again(Once again).
You touched my heart. Now I can breathe.
You saved my life And still I can't believe you
made it happen. And when i see you baby.
this is when I want to scream it at the top of my lungs.
I love you baby! I know I'll never have this chance again.

 

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