Friday, September 29, 2006
its been a okay day for me. dont consider it good nor bad. maybe because
both did happen. i just didnt feel that there is need for them to fight
verbally. i mean. its just a game. and we all know each other for who we are.
i didnt mean to walk away to let everything out. okay. maybe i did freak
some people out. its quite uncalled for. we dont really see a need for you guys to fight.
someone just have to give in. but no matter what. i dont blame what you guys did to me
and yingjie. you all have been forgiven. (: it's patron's day tomorrow. it must
be a wonderful day for all of us. it would be like the last celebration together.
oh man. i dont want to imagine what will happen tomorrow.
this is specially for yingjie (: i wanna thank you for being there for me
today. (: you shouldnt have cried too. but i think you too felt the pain.
really appreciate your comfort and all. remember out date! hah.
this is for kaixian! study hard okay. come on come on! its only a few days
left. i am sure you can do it. (: while i am typing here. i bet you are studying
fill up your fridge with chocolates. eat one every break. put a cup of water
in front you when you study too. it helps and is healthier too!
guess i had better get going now. gonna call rina and get started on my work.
love you people!
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
i know! i am supposed to be studying now! but i have something to blogged about
at least. that's why i am here. (: school was fine. i mean there is that happy time and
the sad time next. i shouldnt give up hope now. went to town with rina for lunch.
and we talked. the squid is fantastic!
sweekheng and jean came over to study. okay. wasnt exactly that effective cause
jean and i are like in a holiday mood. but they really made my day. i was reflecting
while in the car on the way home. i've realised i've never missed a part of life.
my friends have been there when my world was about to crash down on me. and
their actions showed how much they really really care for me. so i think i am quite
contented with what i have now. hah. they really beautify my life like you see those
nice greenery with butterflies and bumble bees around. hah. ya. that kind of image.
today was also a day when i laughed the most after such a long long time. all those
funny stuffs about people. i am super grateful. (:
jean: get well soon ya?! you have to cause we still have to study together and go
for walks. i'll see you real soon around this week or next. hah. let me know when you
wanna study again!
rina: you lucky girl! (: you've finally come to a day whereby you are an 'ah yi' already!
i wanna meet your little adorable nephew. cant wait!
sweekheng: study hard for prelims kay. its gonna be over soon! well. gonna curse that
you will fail. =P how dare to curse me that i will drown while showering in my own
bathroom. and you've better return me my geometrical set! i need it okay! i was just
being a kind soul to lend it to you. tell me about the arrangements for wednesday too!
kaixian! : my dear walking dictionary. (: you can afford to slack! but dont slack so much.
pick up the momentum okay! you have to! come on man! study!
Monday, September 25, 2006
papers are finally over! i have been playing for 4 days now? hah.
i went to jean's house twice like alternate days. her family treats
me really well okay. there is only one thing. i am scared of her
sister! i really like her family. (: too bad i cant stay over at her
place. my mom doesnt allow. its okay actually. we will be seeing
each other very often now since we are starting to mug tomorrow
for Os.
i miss nicole and jia. generally, i miss charlie's angels! i miss the
coaches too. however. NOT kelvin. hah. ONLY shuan, nigel, aaron
and weber. i miss training too! its gonna be a long time till i will
be back for training. ):
i think i feel motivated now. all thanks to kaixian! keep reminding me
its Os, Os, Os! i know you dont have to take okay. smart walkiing
dictionary of mine. i have to start studying. my prelims wont be a good
sign for me. well. i am to blame. cause i know very well i hadnt been
studying hard enough. what i've put in will not assure me my A1s.
all i can do is count it on luck! self-reminder : i cant do this for Os.
must must must start studying! kaixian, you must help to push me
okay! if not my engine wont start and i wont study!
overall, everything is fine now. kept my mind out of it. engine is
driving a little already. i have to start going. there is someone
out there studying his chem for like 3 times already. and i bet he will
really shut down if he continues to study at this pace. stop showing
off to me that your L1R5 is 8 or 10 now okay! cause you havent even
finish your prelims. dont have high hopes for yourself. and that you have
to change. idiot! XD
recommendation: whoever is reading this. MUST try the food at fe's
dad's cafe. the food is super duper nice. especially spaghetti with
chilli crab sauce! its very very nice! its at biopolis. near the chromos
building. must try!
Saturday, September 16, 2006
main papers are gonna be over soon. maths paper made my day today. (:
well everything went smooth. the 'la mian' i had in the afternoon is still taking
up space in my tummy. went to holland with rina today. i am glad the day is
here. the day when i knew the truth. hah. i am quite glad cause i could have been
fooled. maybe it was a fact that was kept from me for so long. guess i shouldnt
believe someone so easily. put all my trust in that person yet right at the end of
the day. i end up with a conclusion that i have been fooled in a way. no worries.
i am fine. hah. now. i am going through the motions waiting and hoping you call
me. (:
i am so so drained. its like i am brain dead. i am gonna have a sweet sweet dream
tonight. (: please make the previous dream a deja vu. it feels so so real. i will see
you soon after my exams. i am sure. (: i will become your stalker. and i know
you see me too. so why dont you just come over and talk to me.
this is dedicated THAT person out there. be it you took my
girlfriend to take it out on me. you are still childish to come out with such a thought.
to go behind my back and call my girlfriend.
boy you must have gone and bumped your head. because you left your messages
on her phone. and dont be dumb. it will somehow be seen by me.
Come with me. Stay the night. You say the words but boy it don’t feel right.
What do you expect me to say? (You know it is just too little too late).
You take my hand and you say you have changed.
But boy you know your begging dont fool me.
Because to you its just a game. (You know it’s just a little too late) .
So let me on down. cause time has made me strong.
i am starting to move on. I’m gonna say this now.
Your chance has come and gone And you know its just too little too late.
a little too wrong and I cant wait. but you know all the right things to say.
you know its just a little too late. you say you dream of my face.
but you dont like me. you just like the chase.
To be real, it doesn’t matter anyway. Go find someone else I’m letting you go.
I am loving myself. You gotta problem but dont come asking me for help.
with a player like you, I don’t have a prayer. That’s the way to live.
stop thinking you can fulfill my dream. what you said to me is fake. its so cliche.
stop about the castle thing. stop about the fairy tales. cause you know it very
well. i wont take you. it's freaking disgusting. i am sorry to say this. but leave
me and my girlfriends alone. you just cant fit in with us. so stop fantasizing.
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