Saturday, September 16, 2006

main papers are gonna be over soon. maths paper made my day today. (:
well everything went smooth. the 'la mian' i had in the afternoon is still taking
up space in my tummy. went to holland with rina today. i am glad the day is
here. the day when i knew the truth. hah. i am quite glad cause i could have been
fooled. maybe it was a fact that was kept from me for so long. guess i shouldnt
believe someone so easily. put all my trust in that person yet right at the end of
the day. i end up with a conclusion that i have been fooled in a way. no worries.
i am fine. hah. now. i am going through the motions waiting and hoping you call
me. (:

i am so so drained. its like i am brain dead. i am gonna have a sweet sweet dream
tonight. (: please make the previous dream a deja vu. it feels so so real. i will see
you soon after my exams. i am sure. (: i will become your stalker. and i know
you see me too. so why dont you just come over and talk to me.

this is dedicated THAT person out there. be it you took my
girlfriend to take it out on me. you are still childish to come out with such a thought.
to go behind my back and call my girlfriend.
boy you must have gone and bumped your head. because you left your messages
on her phone. and dont be dumb. it will somehow be seen by me.

Come with me. Stay the night. You say the words but boy it don’t feel right.
What do you expect me to say? (You know it is just too little too late).
You take my hand and you say you have changed.
But boy you know your begging dont fool me.
Because to you its just a game. (You know it’s just a little too late) .
So let me on down. cause time has made me strong.
i am starting to move on. I’m gonna say this now.
Your chance has come and gone And you know its just too little too late.
a little too wrong and I cant wait. but you know all the right things to say.
you know its just a little too late. you say you dream of my face.
but you dont like me. you just like the chase.
To be real, it doesn’t matter anyway. Go find someone else I’m letting you go.
I am loving myself. You gotta problem but dont come asking me for help.
with a player like you, I don’t have a prayer. That’s the way to live.

stop thinking you can fulfill my dream. what you said to me is fake. its so cliche.
stop about the castle thing. stop about the fairy tales. cause you know it very
well. i wont take you. it's freaking disgusting. i am sorry to say this. but leave
me and my girlfriends alone. you just cant fit in with us. so stop fantasizing.

 

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