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HELLO
it really makes me wonder.
why you came back.
YOU (:
jo.
girl.
we can be as one.
16 going on 17.
07S13.
OG 29.
07.
gemini.
made with love.


JUNKIES (:
gwen.:D
weejia.(:
valerie. (:
lynsey.(:
jade.
cheri.
jodie.
yimei.
cherlyn.
amelia.
maria.
joan.
junior gwen.
michelle.
sein teng.
yingjie.
sandra.
chelsy.
leanne.
amanda nicole.
claudia. :D
kaixian.
yinfung.
nicole benny.(:
kel.(:
twin.(:


BABBLINGS (:

WISHLIST (:
straight As.
i will try to achieve it.


BYE BYES (: July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007

THANKS TO (:
niss
angelic-trust
styxoath

Wednesday, January 31, 2007


it's cross country today. man. it was like hot! damn it. twin, nic and i were walking the whole entire thing. okay. we ran for like eh. 50 metres? hah. but that's still call running. ya. we had a pit stop too. we stopped at the cable skiing thing. twin, nic and i are gonna try it one day! (: after prize presentation, we went to have seoul garden at taka. actually it was supposed to be an OG outing. but then there were only nic, benny, carlos, twin and i. charisa and the rest(OG 30) went to food republic. we were so full man. hah. seriously very full. we parted from carlos and benny at cine cause we couldn find a movie to watch. man man. it's happening! (: so we rome heeren. we didnt have anything to do. after like sitting at the bench outside the neoprint shop, we decided to go PS. hah. yes. we went there. walk there somemore! there was nothing to do lahs okay. but we happened to bump into guanghao and his soccer friends. it's so funny! anyway. nic bought honey stars for herself. we happened to walk pass this shop called couple lab. it's outside mos burger. man. i like the necklance! it's in a pair. and there's free engraving. maybe. i'll get the girl pair. ((: i like it so much. twin, nic and i were like staring all those rings and necklance. they're like so nice! oh yes. then we stop by kfc without buying anything. it's quite mean but twin and my energy are draining away. i was suppose to go to keppel today! but my mom doesnt allow me to go. shit her. but it's good. i dont have energy to play tennis today anyway. nic, jia and joshua can have a nice time playing. not to forget. my dear nicole. please study for your physics test tomorrow and bean too! (:

C'mon c'mon
Yeah
Can you feel me?
(baby can you feel me?
I got something to say
Check it out

For all this time
I've been lovin' you girl
Oh yes I have
And ever since the day
You left me here alone
I've been trying to find
A reason why

So if I did something wrong please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cos I don't want this love to ever end

And I swear
If you come back in my life
I'll be there 'til the end of time
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side
'Cos baby you're the one I want
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
Oh yes you are

I watched you go
Takin' my heart with you
Oh yes you did
Every time I try to reach you on the phone
Baby you're never there
Girl you're never home

Maybe I didn't know how to show it
(How to show it)
Maybe I didn't know what to say
(What to say)
This time I won't disguise
(Won't disguise)
Then we can build our lives
And we can be as one (be as one)

And I swear
If you come back in my life
I'll be there 'til the end of time
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
Oh yeah
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side...

 
Sunday, January 28, 2007


oh my gosh!!! i am lagging man. i am not updating my blog! okay okay. i should now.

friday.
friday was like a slack day. had assembly and then it was civics. mrs ang gave us the period so it was a break for us. reason being: she has nothing to talk to us about. then comes econs period. it was so fun! like build build build. (: we had to negotiate alot in order to trade items with another group. then comes chinese. oh man. i fell asleep during that 5 min break. and i could hear them discussing about some blog thing. my chinese teacher wants to create a chinese blog for our class. CHINESE OKAY! then no one wanted to volunter. and that damn dominic hit my table so hard and daniel hit hitomi's table to wake us up. damn it! so loud okay. gave me and hit a shock. then comes training time. it was physical. yuexing said to like run 8 rounds the track then minus by 2. so total would be 20 rounds. nic and i were running together then it started running damn heavily. coach aaron shouted from the 3rd floor to get us to stop running. we stopped for awhile but it's like everyone's mindset is to get the rounds done. nic and i left like 3 rounds. and some other few left 2. so ya. we ran in the rain. it was super super heavy. the last round was the worse. nic and i were drenched wet! really wet okay. cause like our shirt was pulling us down. and our shoes were soaked! it's like can breed fishes in them! yuck. my barricades! ): we couldnt finish the rounds. so we did other forms of PT. nic, steffi and i decided to rinse our hair cause like oh my gosh. it's damn disgusting. we kinda borrowed a J2's shampoo. so ya. shower our hair! nic, carlos and i went to macs first cause we were super hungry. bean and hayden came after that. we only decided to 'tau hui' when hayden was about to reach his turn. hah. guanghao came like after. carlos was eating his tau hui so slowly! then i asked him nicely. is it because he was waiting for benny. and guess what? the answer was yes! (: aww. so sweet. ya. the hockey people came not long after. they sat next to us. then glenn was talking about nic and guanghao. then nic said back about him and jillian. hah. then whole tau hui shop burst out laughing and everything. benny came like when nic and i had to leave for dinner. so guanghao, nic and i stood up at the same time to make way for her. so benny! i didnt bully you! (: i really had to go. that's about it. went for dinner at csc. then send nic back. man! i wanna live around her area. so many nice food to eat! (:

saturday.
nothing happen much in the morning. just that dad, mom, bren and i were walking from suntec to marina and back again. mom and i are shopping for new clothes cause we cleared all the old clothes in our closet. and now, it seems empty! then went for tuition. tuition was fine. dr roberts talked about some universal of animal rights thing. dear jessie was totally bored to death. she was drawing on her paper! and she even wrote 'i feel like sleeping' in chinese! it was super embarrassing too. we met teena and mengting in the toilet. okay. now i know her name. mengting. one year in the same tuition as her. i dont even know her name. :/ so when nic i walked out, we saw someone who looks like guanghao from far. hah. super funny! he was wearing purple! look as if he is sexually deprived. so we walked to heeren and then to cine. met up with charisa, polly, hit and twin! decided to watch ghost tunnel. called carlos up to ask if he is fine with it. played pool with twin. man. i didnt know guanghao is the kind that plays pool. (: watched hit they all play daytona. and this stupid guy showing off this damn ddr skills. played ddr too. reminded me of my younger times. hah. old already. (: that was when carlos and jillian came. went to watch the movie. man. it was super funny i tell you. all 11 of us have different reaction. have to show cause if i blog about it here. it wouldnt be funny. (: but dont watch the movie cause it's dumb! went for jap food at cuppage plaza. it's super nice! chris had to leave early cause of a parental crisis. we took a long time to pay the bill. hah. so funny. keep making the auntie wait. ya. that's about it. benny and i walked to paragon to wait for our dad to come and pick us. the end. (:

gotta go now to do my tutorials. shall blog about today like tomorrow. i am super lagging! (: see ya people. i love my girlfriends! i cant wait for tomorrow cause jia is going for training! and ya. i simply love them all. (:

 
Wednesday, January 24, 2007


this week is like a crap week. or maybe i am just down in luck. i was caught for being too loud at the staircase. and i have no idea who caught me. i mean. no one warned me about her. yea. so she caught me and gave me a big scolding. shall not talk into details about it. now. everytime i see her from far. i'll run for my life. damn it. she really traumatized me okay. until to the point i actually wanted to withdraw from SA. i dont want my jc life to be ruined! i am quite shagged after all those pe lessons and trainings. i need rest badly! pe is crap i tell you. it made my thighs freaking painful. esp my right thigh. damn it. i cant climb the stairs without aching. training today is madness. so damn hot! can even see my tane line now. argh. we did rallys and then after we played matches. PT was catching again. which i almost died. my thighs were cramping up! see. this shows i need rest. such a crappy week. i cant wait for the weekends to come. i am gonna sleep like a pig. for now. i should just go dig some homework to do so that to lighten my load. (: bye bye. i need soothing music!

 
Sunday, January 21, 2007


yippee!! today is like a happy happy day for me. (: i did shopping! hah. my first stop today was pull and bear. but i didnt get anything from there cause almost all the clothes were bought from the shelves. it's like empty! next stop was mango. mom bought me the dress from there. before even entering the shop, i could see it hanging there. hah. tried in on again for mom to see. and she nodded her head in agreement that it's nice. she wanted me to get the green one. but dont have my size. ): it's okay actually. nic and jia can both get the green one. then i can walk in the middle. so two green ones at my sides. cool isnt it? (: we went to zara next. but didnt see anything. cause it's like pull and bear. the clothes from the shelves seem like they have been snatched. next was forever 21. tried on this top and the shorts first. love it! (: then i tried on the denim skirt. oh my gosh. the skirt is as short as my fbt. imagine when i sit. okay. dont imagine! mom bought me the top and the shorts. she wanted to get the belt. but i said dont. cause i think bugis street will have better one. (:

went fro training after that. there's a new guy. joshua. he is good okay. and scary! coach made me partner him when nic havent reach. i was super scared. i happily passed him to nic when she came. hah. you should have seen that look on her face. we did lots of volleys. i didnt play well today. played like shit. i was quite depressed about it. should sleep early. so that tomorrow i wont be so tired. (: okay!! i've got to go. need to do my econs! oh my gosh. gonna faint.

 
Saturday, January 20, 2007


went for tuition just now. well. it was fine. dr roberts did something on apes. whether it was right to do biomedical research on them or not. that reminds me that i have econs work to do. damn. janice is damn good at econs i tell you. hit and i were amazed! anyway, dear jessie was sleeping when he was talking. hah. she was sitting in front of him somemore. nic and i were like 'listening'. jotting down notes. then came work. was given hald an hour to do. but jessie, nic and i were super reluctant. anyway. we highlighted all the points and everything. f*** nic lahs! hah. her summary was like 117 words. mine?! what the hell. the against argument part is already 119. xinyi is still as loud as ever. like she was the only girl i know that is louder than jia, nic and i. whoa! hah. she called for jessie so loudly when jessie walked into the room. we were all sitted at diff sides of the room. like shouting from one side to the other. teena is now in njc. ): i want to go there! but no. hah. sa is cooler cause the OG people made it cool. xinyi is in ajc. and i dont know what that girl's name is in tjc. everyone is splitted up. like no one is in the same school as anyone. except me! together with sweekheng. then we talked about weipu. xinyi was so bad, she was like : where's weipu? no school right. hah. it's funny though. (: he is working that's what jessie said.

after tuition, it was pouring outside. and han they all are damn its. they were watching ghost tunnel when i called him. and guess what. the show started at 0515. 15 mins after we ended tuition. suckers! (: nic and i had to rome town ourselves. man. our jeans were all wet. gross. puddles of water everywhere! we walked heeren. went to new urban male to do our usual stuff. walked past 77th street and saw this poster that was about some rings for single. oh my gosh! it was damn cool. but the price was not what nic and i expected. it's quite plain and simple. but it has it's attractiveness. if not for the price, i think nic and i would have gotten it. (: the salegirl said something like the barcode has something to do with talking to other people who has that ring too in other parts of the world. so imagine. you get that ring when you are single. and if you are those that go for online relationships. you are no longer single! then the ring is useless already. guess it's just another way to get to know another opposite sex kind of thing. but in the ring way. hah. walked to taka. got a call from jia. she went off halfway during the movie cause she said it was scary. she was hearing ipod and covering her face in the cinema. funny! next time i'll do that. (: bjorn came with her to look for us. and that's when we started to go on our window shopping. went to pull and bear, nike women, zara and topshop. i need to save money!! bought a dress from topshop. nic has a similar one but the pink one. jia bought a blue one but a different design. i bought the white. went to meet han they all for dinner. they are super ungentlemen i tell you. nic and i had to queue for the food instead of them doing it. worse still. they have 2 diff attitude. one is stand there and laugh. another is stand there and gave a damn attitude look. ate and jia had to leave. nic and i went to mango. and we tried on the same dress. oh man! it's so nice. (: but it's 50 bucks! shithead. ben said he needed to scout for present for this girl. so we suggested to go to heeren again. new urban male! we had a long time picking a shirt for the girl. ben! you owe nic and i service charge! the guy who served us was good-looking. and he is nice. he helped us to pick shirts. and he asked if i was some girl ben likes. cool right?! then he suggested this shirt that says : stop playing with yourself, play with me. and gave ben 2 scenarios. i chose the shirt that says:we dont walk in straight lines. nope one day our paths will cross. but unfortunately, something happened to the collar of that shirt. so ben took the one the guy suggested. then nic and weiwei left. ben, boonhow, han and bjorn walked me to paragon and that's how my day ended. actually not really. i am waiting for that damn reply okay! think that person must have died or something. neglecting me man. sad. ): girlfriends where are you!? i am neglected man!

 



i am not going out anymore. fucking not. i seriously dont understand what's your fucking problem. didnt i tell you i was going out with han they all like weeks back? you know very well han is leaving. this is gonna be the last outing. shut your damn mouth okay. i hope you heard it very clearly that i ask you to shut your fucking mouth up in your face. what gave you the impression that i am always with only the guys and not the girls. i've gotten this kind of attitude from you twice this week. cant you just give me a break. i am not saying a thing cause my throat is painful. but it doesnt give you a reason to shout at me again. stop using the way my parents' friends treat them okay. cause you are not any better. if you dare just get me out of the house. i will find a way. i've had enough. ENOUGH! i am 17 okay. i know you care. i know dad cares too. but hello. i can at least take care of myself a little. the reason why i am looking so sleepy is because of my throat. i feel sick. not tired! these are all your damn assumptions. fucking assumptions. all you know what to go is scold. i didnt want you to come and pick me up yesterday is because i didnt want to trouble you. and i needed the long way home cause i dont feel like going home. i am scared of all those scolding okay. all your screaming. i am runnin away. i am trying to avoid all these as much as i can. you think i am gonna cry. right. i am not. twice. i didnt even feel like crying in front of you. cause you know why? i dont see a point why i should cry. scold all you want bitch. seriously. scold all you want. all you ever do is vent your damn anger on me. ya ya. dad scolds you about me and you come and threaten me and say it in my face that you are not a good mom. fine. if that's the case, i'll just take it as it is. i, myself, didnt even say anything. in my eyes you are my mom. i didnt mention a single word that you a bad mom okay. i didnt. you say i am being rude. i am talking back to you. hello. i am not even saying anything. you want me to study. but do you even see me doing it. fucking didnt. cause you are all asleep. and now i am all quiet you say i am giving you attitude. i am not. i am being neutral now. do you want me to kill you in front of you then you will shut your mouth up. stop throwing me all your assumptions okay. it's not as if you didnt know how i was. it's not as if you didnt know i slit myself. shut up. get it. shut up. i am scared of you. really.

She's been down and out.She's been wrote about.She's been talked about constantly.She's been up and down.She's been pushed around.But they held her down in YC.She has no regrets.She accepts the past.All these things they help to make she.She's been lost and found.And she's still around.There's a reason for everything.You know I've been holding on.Try to make me weak.But I still stay strong. Put my life all up in these songs. Just so you can feel me.Yes she's older now. yes she's wiser now.Can't disguise her now, she don't need. No one telling her what to do and say. No one telling her who to be. She's on solid ground. She's been lost and found.But she answers to G-O-D. And she's confident this is not the end.Ask me how I know cause she's me.

 
Friday, January 19, 2007


basket. bean! look! i am blogging okay! but this font sucks. however i cant change it cause i dont know what happened to the damn blog thing. super rubbish lahs. finally it's the end of the week. i wonder how i actually make it through. everyday i am like shagged. and my homework is piling up. every morning when i wake up, i told myself to open up my eyes and ears to listen to the lecturer talking. wonder how i am gonna do that for another week. my timetable is like a screwed up timetable.
i end school at 0530 on mondays. and pe is the last period. training starts at 7 for me.imagine man. i will be so so dead!

played against ajc today. i think we won all our matches. partnered christine for doubles. won 6-0. ohhh! christine and i saw a rainbow while umpiring for yuexing's match. it's so so preeeettttyy. :D i think yingneng is quite funny. he started going go jorain go when i was playing for my match. i kinda gave him that wierd look. hah. ran 2.4 for physical today. i feel like i was on the verge of having heat stroke. i was super dehydrated. damn nic. run so fast dont know for what. hah. bean and hayden called me while i was running. said something like why i run so slow while nic was like so far away. basket. people muscle tighten up cant run so fast lahs! (: only 3 people completed the damn run. oh my gosh. that's like damn shocking to me. yuexing asked me to walk around after the run. and i thought like walk around the damn track. so while walking and taking deep deep breaths, i looked around. i didnt see anyone. thought where they went. and when i actually stop at the point where i started. i saw them in the cafe. what the hell man. i really feel like fainting on the track just now. imagine if i did. no one from tennis will save me man. but maybe my love will save me. =P ben soh said hi while i was walking back. he was like : why? cannot talk ahs. too tired to talk is it. i just smiled at him cause my mouth then was like damn dry and i didnt feel like talking. all of them ran into the cafe to hide. after the run. what the hell man. cant believe it. i was like feeling super giddy at that time. like my blood was rushing through my body. had to buy watermelon to cool myself down. damn sun.

hockey's pt was quite nice. i mean. do bridge, ladder, small hurdles and the 90 degrees sit thing against the wall. make me remember what the coaches used to do with us on sundays. it's so much better than suicide and 23. damn it man. do those will have leg cramps!

saw the guys doing their pt. hah. they were playing catching!! so cool right. coach aaron will never let us play that cause we will end up strolling or walking to catch everyone. hah. went for 'tau hui' after the match. went with carlos, guanghao, his friend, nic and twin. happened to bump into louisa and sharlene. hah. they were eating my fave. 'tau hui with tang yuan'. i couldnt eat it though cause i am having quite a bad sore throat now. ): guanghao was talking so much rubbish that it made everyone laughed! he is such a joker. hah. he was like sometimes, chinese mix hokkien mix english. piang. super joker. and he is the only guy i heard saying that 8 o'clock is late and that we should go home. hah. wierd! carlos took guanghao's phone to see. and guess what? most of the messages are from our dear NICOLE! =P hah. scandal man. carlos didnt want to return guanghao back his phone. so guanghao said to negotiate. something like diplomacy. and carlos said no. he wants deterrence. talking about carlos. oh man. the rugby players were like covered with mud. ewww. and they all smell like mud. can really faint when they walk pass you. hah. oh oh. and when kat ask me for the rainbow pic, guanghao was being random. he said like come lahs. only 7 colours i draw for you. hah. damn it. he is such an idiot!

okay. i am tired. really tired. i slept in the bus. though that's not a big deal.
the deal is i actually dreamt. this shows how tired i am! but i am waiting for that one person. always make me wait. glad you saw the rainbow today. (: and you know. i dont think i remember who are you cause you hit my head. and sorry. you didnt kill 3 brain cells. but 500 of them. so apparently, you killed the one that contains all the info about you. awww. so sad. hah. you had better make it up. gonna lie in bed now. at least it saves energy. nights people!

i miss jia. i love jia. hah. (: nic, i love you man. hah. f*** you. =P we are becoming damn vulgar now. hah. i am gonna miss han loads! he is gonna leave in 2 days. damn!

 
Saturday, January 13, 2007


i am talking to bean and carlos online now while typing this. hah. bean, you are the man man!!! :D seriously i seem like i am living in the past. hah. i can remember what happened on new year's eve. but there was nothing much. bren celebrated his birthday on that day. so the whole day was like busy preparing the stuff. mom gave me the worse thing to do. and that is to poke the satay stick through the prawn's ass. gosh. it was damn sick. jiejie came over. hah. she looked so sweet in that dress she wore. she was practically running from one place to another. like from my house to town then back for dinner and to jurong for church. poor her. rina came later and made herself at home. i think she really loves my bed cause everytime she comes, she will sleep. (: hah. everyone started coming and everything. i just ate as much as i could. and didnt care about doing other stuff cause i was having bad tummy cramps. dad gave us money to buy drinks. so with the help of jiejie, we bought barcadi breezer, hooch and vodka ice blue. couldnt find the smaller bottle of absolute. well. with the short of cash. i couldnt buy enough for everyone. so su keat and farris had to share drinks. and worse thing was farris took the vodka ice blue. that's the nicest among the rest! ): but i had to give in cause i was partly the host. i think the 'k' person is very cute. the way he talks is like i know everything in the world but the truth is he is quite a timid person. hah. we headed down to marina bay for the countdown. met up with farris's other friend. think his name is nigel or something like that. he is quite gay though. :D the fireworks display was super nice. rina was like so damn happy. hah. hardly see her scream in excitement and everything. had a chat with nic at night. she was wasted lahs! talking at such a high pitch and like ya. totally tipsy. was messaging eyecandy till about 3 plus in the morning. didnt expect it though. since then i didnt talk to him. our dear jia on the other hand has hope. :D hah. happy for her! jia! you better tell me okay. must care and share!

the following event was weeliang's party. met up with jean and driftor in the early afternoon. watched that blood diamond show. man. it was good! jean and i started crying halfway through the movie. it's super touching. called nic to meet me at paragon cause i didnt know what to get for weeliang. i didnt really want to go cause ya. what to get for a guy who is 21?! but i went. nic was saying that everyone kept asking her where was i cause i was the last to arrive. feel so flattering! :D at least i have some position in everybody's heart. we played 'ban-luck' again. was determined not to drink but instead succumbed to temptation. it was han's fault! damn it. if not for him. i dont think i would have drank. all the different absolute. who wouldnt want to drink!? they told me kunyang was drunk. he took some cardboard and fling it towards the sport car while walking to town. he is super crazy lahs. i think the guy in the car must have cursed and sweared at him. porsche you know. crazy.

school have started and it's totally fun!!! orientation was damn cool and wild. :D you could see the improvement within my OG. we all started out being anti social. the ij people together, the 'cheng dong paei' (band) people together and the hockey people together. but now. it's totally different! we sit at the same table everyday. which is the first table. (: and the people sitting there are getting more and more each day. during lectures we sit together and not by the sitting plan. hah. violate the rule man. we have so much fun together. laughing and studying together. what more. so many scandals! okay. i should just care and share ya? the first one was hit with joshua. but it didnt work out. then came charisa and bean which i dont know what happened to it. then came jillian and glenn. which i think is progressing somewhere. they are the 'coffee, tea or me couple'. :D then it was me! guess who?! guanhao okay?! waterboy and me?! no way!! but he is funny. his trademark is wha! and he is super random. he can suddenly talk about something else. there are more scandals to come. hah. maybe carlos will be next. he was always saying he is neutral. what shit. carlos you better watch it. and i've got a twin! hah. her name is dyan. (: my twin! well. this is OUR story. we are twins and we have different surnames. she takes after my dad's and i take after my mom's. we go to different schools cause our parents are divorced. but still feel that convent school is a better place for us to be in. hah. it's quite unbelievable though. but bean almost fell for it.

charisa and polly played another trick on the guys. hah. they switched their names for fun. bean, carlos and joshua were all confused. hah. they actually fell for it. dumb! :D it was super funny. you could see on their faces like are they for real. hah. conclusion. i think my OG is super cool. and the people are awesome kids. we are all one family unbroken! man. i dont know what to blog already lahs! i am waiting and waiting and waiting. argh. oh oh!! and i cut my hair! hah. i love my hair now. super self obsession. (:

i love nic and i love jia. i see nic almost everyday. 7 days a week. but i see jia once a week. that makes me miss her even more! jia i miss you! :D

 
Thursday, January 11, 2007


this is like a few weeks back kind of thing. hah. long long ago ya? (: but who cares. i can still remember it cause it's like so yesterday thing! on the 28th, i met up with nic and jia earlier to get han another present. and talking about it. i still owe her money. damn! :D we had a hard time searching for his present. we went round and round. but you know what, it's worth it cause we keep walking around new urban male that area. hot guys! hah. we decided to get him a shirt. it was hard getting his size. till now. i only hear han saying that he likes the jacket. not the shirt. weijie and claudia called to ask where are we. they wanted to get han another present cause 14 people sharing one present is pathetic! but they didnt get anything in the end. we met at kovan and started grabbing stuffs at the cold storage. we just throw anything we saw into the trolley. because... han was paying for it anyway! who cares! hah. when the guys came they were shocked to see the trolley flooding. damn han. only bought those which were essential for his party. he was like no snacks no drinks. idiot! we had to rob boonhow to buy bubbletea okay. and you know why? cause our wallets had no money! not even a coin! gosh. claudia shared ice cream with me too. (: yummy. hah. then we went back to han's house. while walking back, ben was playing some dumb game. something like if a black volkswagen car drive pass, he have to hit anyone who doesnt peace with him. dumb!

we started cooking for the guys when we reached. assholes. they keep coming into the kitchen to steal a bite okay. claudia kinda went missing halfway. and guess what? she was in a the room all dark with dear weijie. interesting huh?! :D we cooked like for 3 hours? just using the damn oven and the toaster. everything was gone in minutes. imagine how fast they ate. they didnt leave anything for us. i love nic for that day man. and jia too. (: jia was super happy cause she was messaging r.a. and they kinda got d.w's no. for me. but sad to say i havent talk to him since new year. hah. jia was super high man. everytime a message comes in she will scream. mad girl. :D
we washed up which after i left with han, weijie, claudia, bjorn, boonhow and arnold to get drinks. it was a stupid long walk. almost had to ask bjorn to piggy back me man. walked all the way to chomp chomp! imagine that! bought absolute vodka and barcadi. went back and everyone started mixing drinks. boonhow and jia were like wasted. super funny. they were 'tau-poking' on top of each other. nic still has that big blue black at her knee. guess that's about it? oh ya. the guys were afraid of me going back alone. i had to call like nic, jia, bjorn, han, weijie and yinfung when i reach home. funnnyyy. :D they were so afraid that i was drunk! tania was so cute. she tried to stop me from drinking cause she thought i was drunk. i was just red darling. (: weijie, jia, nic, han and bjorn walked me out to take a cab home though we tried to get weeliang to lend us his car. bjorn kinda took water from his friend whose house we passed by. i think it's because han, bjorn and i were making alot of noise. han and bjorn were feeding me water. i refused to drink cause i just cant drink anymore until they threatened to pour water all over me. just to make me sober up when i am not ever drunk. but it was sweet of them man. :D

i love my girlfriends! i miss you jia! it's time to crash ya?! hah. monday! (: and happy 18th birthday zhengyang!

 

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