Tuesday, February 27, 2007
goodness! finally i can blog again! (: the last few days the website keeps stating that there's an error. bloody hell. school was cool today. played captain's ball during pe against s26. have something to say about it. but cant blog here. so ya. hah. it was a good match though. mr khoo didnt allow me to play. but i made a deal with him. that is if i am in pain, i will rest. (: but it didnt happen cause i took a painkiller from joyce. whee! so fun. talked to yingneng during the break. he is so funny! (: then eh. we had chinese test. it was quite tough though. i was tired after pe so i slept after finishing the paper. i was freezing. ): then had break. was suppose to have it with the class. but ehh. twin and nic come first. (: nic was going high okay. she keeps making me laugh. goodness! so sat with them. seriously, after all these lessons start, i hardly get to see the whole OG together. went for maths tutorial. i love maths tutorial. time always pass so so fast! (: maths lec was shit. should have just pon it. you know when the lecturer said : if you are not interested, you can get out. janice and i wanted to stand up. goodness. one whole hour and she just complete 2 pages?! pathetic! janice is so cute i tell you. hah. her hand actually slipped off the table while she was sleeping. hah. so cute. and joyce, she keeps dropping her stuff. (: was talking to benny about... during lecture too. GP was so much better today. watched bowling for columbine. quite meaningful show.
school ended. met bean at the canteen. and bean asked me to go to his place cause pearlyn wanted to bake cookies. and if i dont go, things will seem very weird between them. however, didnt manage to go. so shit. that's my day today. my knees are hurting once more. and i dare not tell my mom the truth. she heard about what i did during pe and she reprimanded me saying that if i dont rest, i can stop thinking of playing spex and season. ): sigh. i wanna get better!
and you people! stop flooding my board. (: hah. twin is right okay! wanna tag, please tag properly.driftor, you stop arguing with benny. must treat her with respect. (: and. stop all those dashing. we all know very well who the person is. thank you. :D
today's the 2nd day that i didnt see jia. hopefully she sees this. jia! i miss you! (: gonna talk to nic later on the phone. but i still miss her. i miss twin too! i only saw her like once or twice today. and benny! i miss her. saw her twice. once, outside my maths tutorial class and the other during maths tutorial. i love you guys. benny, you have us okay!? remember. and nic! f*** y**. ((:
Friday, February 23, 2007
okay. i know my blog has stayed stagnant for very long. i just didnt have time to blog okay?! i'm sorry to those who actually drop by my blog all the time to check on it. (: ehhh. today was fun. school was quite slack. ehh. went to yio chu kang after school to see the fun splash. man. i miss my sec 4 days! nic, benny, hit, jillian and i took a bus to toa payoh then took a train. when we were like outside the complex, we met samantha. hah. she had a cute hairband on her head. i didnt believe that marie house actually made them okay. so much work! then when we walked in, the teachers all looked at us. oh my goodness. all you could do was say hello to every one of them. miss goh was trying to pretend she doesnt know us. miss wong said that my skirt was too short. but it's not! okay. she was kidding with me. we stood behind pillar too afraid to join the houses cause we will attract lot of attention. that was when mr chandran asked us to join our houses. like gladly join them. so we did! goodness, when we walked up the stairs, the girls were all looking! then we went to the swimming tent, met pearl, nithya and rachel. actually we met alot of people. just hard to name. then we saw the girls did the syf dance. man! remind me of 4a!!! ): i miss them i miss those times. esp when the whole class studied for Os. we had to walked across so as to get to the other side to have better view. that's when mrs kong saw us. hah. she smiled. i miss her talks and everything too! ): i miss everything that has to do with stc. saw yingjie, linhui and sarah. talked to them for awhile before we left. hit and jillian stayed behind. i could have stayed if not for shar. she didnt pick up her phone! then couldnt tell her that i will be late. so benny, nic and i made our way out that's when we saw kim, ( bjorn's good friend.) got back to school, benny went for her interview and nic and i went to watch the rugby boys play their match. training was fine. just that i can only go those that doesnt hurt my knees. and for your info, it's hurting again. ): need to see physio on monday.
tjc postponed the match last min cause of the rain. but the rain stopped! sickening! then we played with the guys. partnered christal and played against colin and junius. we lost 5-2. but it was a good match, cause it's christal's and my first game together. so ya. need to build up the chemistry. went to macs with nic. packed away and made our way to jia's house. jia wasnt home cause she went for chingay. didnt intend to play ban luck with the guys until weeliang asked nic and i to be bankers. won back weeliang's loses in 3 consecutive rounds. hah. then what's when yinfung sponsored me to play. goodness. i think the way they play is super super scary. will give you heart attack. i started out with 2 bucks. i think i'm like okay in luck. if i am lucky, i am very lucky like 21 on the dot. if not, the cards were shit cards. was making a profit until weeliang made a few times of ban luck. then left 6 bucks. ): that's when yinfung took away my 2 bucks and put 10 bucks. my first card was a 10 okay! not a one. imagine. the second card can be anything!? give me pressure. that's when he whispered to me 'no side no side' in hokkien. and good enough it was an ace. so i made a total of 30 bucks. (: good enough man! yeps. okay. gonna sleep now. i am shagged! i think my abs and my arms are gonna ache tomorrow. hah. all those physical.
nights people! love you all! i love nic and jia! hah. i miss jia badly. havent seen her like for a week plus? ): i love benny and twin too! we ( nic, benny, jia and i) are all screwed people. hah. oh well.
Monday, February 12, 2007
i am waiting for the pineapple paste now to set and everything. man. i really pray that it's gonna be fine. i mean. cause this is my first time making the paste on my own without mommy's guidance. auntie says it's okay. but i still have doubts. i'm having doubts about everything i'm doing now. disturbing mr smiley is in school now. reply so slow man. tsk tsk. nic is like somewhere out there but i dont know where. hopefully she comes soon cause i dont have much time with her. she have to leave my house at like 6 to go for training. ya. that comes to the part whereby i cant train! coach nigel called me yesterday asking me why i'm still not there. and i told him about my knees. he says to rest and dont play. recover first. ya. went down to keppel in the evening. coach nigel was changing his shirt in public. dad purposely drove there and stop there. hah. mom told him jokingly that he will be caught for changing in public. ya. then coach talked about my results and everything. including my knee. meanwhile, i was talking to kelvin. he was like eating his chicken pie. man. he cant eat properly for nuts. crumbs everywhere. ya. we talked about results and my knees too. like the same topic as the adults. coach nigel ask mom to bring me to see a sports doctor if it doesnt heal. oh man. hopefully i can play season and spex. i cant afford not to play okay. shit.
went to boardwalk and saw nic and auntie joan there. had quite a long conversation with auntie joan. and as usual said the same thing about my results. sigh. i really cant take this kind of thing okay. ya. then joined bjorn, ben, boonhow and winson. ben was busy making straw hearts. he cant seem to put the ending part through. he asked me for help. and everytime he needs my help he have to say : please help me jiejie. hah. so funny! and he actually said it okay. the guys now are like crazy over making things with straw. either the heart or the star. bjorn made a pair of drumsticks out of straws. man. i havent seen jia for long! like ya. very long! i miss her badly. ): jia, why do you have to leave so early!!! bjorn accompanied me to study in the library yesterday. he was trying to make me happy too. by doing some lame thing. he keeps drawing on my foolscape. and he made me make sure i pin that on the board. so that everytime i see it, i will smile. really. i think i am quite fortunate to have friends to pick me up during my darkest times. i mean ya. how many people already. somehow, i just have to get out of this. if not i will make the people around me sad too. met up with jie jie too in the morning. she is super busy. she came to cheer me up too. and ya. was an unexpected thing again. shit man. i feel stupid. really stupid! okay. i better get going now! the paste may be like done soon. pineapple tarts! i will bring for you okay ian! i will remember! and becareful! dont fall! (:
i miss everyone in school. i miss OG29, i miss the table, i miss seeing you, i miss nic and jia, and i miss S13. i am gonna miss jamie and jiehao! ):
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
oh my gosh. finally i realised why i cant change my font and the font colour. how dumb can i be. well. i am not in school now. i am at dad's office. gonna see a doctor later. my knees can take my weight. crap. i will just suddenly lose balance. and i cant sit for too long. neither can i stand for too long. ): you know. it's damn crap. yesterday we went for dinner. dad, mom, gugu and i. usually i am the one always walking right in front. so it has become a habit that i am always in front. however, yesterday i was all the way at the back. and the adults forgot i am behind them. so i was slowly walking behind with a sulking face. ): how fast you want me to walk man. people take like 1 step. i take 2 small steps. shit. i hate getting injured. and dad was telling me this morning, no tennis for me this week. shithead! i have a match this sat lahs. against hwa chong. yes. it may be friendly, but i wanna play! ): i am feeling sad. feeling shit. screwed up.
i wonder what twin, hit, nic and the rest are doing now. i wanna go to school! imagine i woke up the same time as usual. shit man. what the hell. i had to roll out of bed today. ROLL! i dont mind switching with people who wants to stay at home now. seriously. school is more fun than being out of school. gonna complete all my tutorials later. oh yes!! i have a message! it's gonna be a change of lessons for the people now. yes! that means they can reply me. okay. i am gonna stop blogging.
nic, twin, benny, and the rest of the OG : i miss you guys. ):
Monday, February 05, 2007
okay. i am still at paragraph 2. hah. and i am still looking at the premise and the conclusion part for that damn paragraph. well. actually. i just sat down to blog for awhile before going on to complete my damn essay. ya. today started out fine. mrs ang wasnt here. so we couldnt get our class photo. man! i am gonna miss 07S13! i think my classmates are the coolest. as in not pus. hah. was talking to ian about my knees. and he said to hop with one leg to play. idiot. one leg how to run lahs! people whack me and that's it. point over! went for chem prac and bio lec. bio lec was fun. chem lect was like boring. joshua, twin and i were dosing off. i kinda jumped when i slept. what the hell. ya. and all those shit start to come. i decided to visit the physio today. cause my knee cap cant take the burden anymore. and guess what. when i was walking up to the gallery i saw ian! IAN LIM YOU KNOW?!and he was hopping on one leg. reason being? he sprain his ankle. man. you see lahs. this is called retribution ian! ask me to hop on one leg to play. now you have to hop on one leg. or more like both of us cant play. ): shit. tambu had to piggyback ian to the physio place. ian waited an hour and i waited for 2. yingneng was like staring into space when i walked back to change. maybe he was feeling guilty. hah. he walked to with us back to the physio room to see ian. i think ian's ankle is still swollen like mad. poor thing. i think the physio session was like oh my gosh. i hate the electricity thing. nic was laughing at me. sadist! hah. i was biting my shirt. damn it. hah. i forgot what's that guy's name but he warned me about it. karen is scary okay! she really like push people's hamstrings like mad. hah. the guys were like biting their shirts. charisa and abel went for physio too. poor abel. pulled his hamstrings. i guess i made quite a number of people today. just by spending a few hours in the physio room. all those injured people. gotta go back again on friday. but i think have to be postponed to monday. shit lahs. one week okay?! one week. how you expect me to bear not playing tennis for a week. seriously making my emotions take me over. argh. i was watching the whole team train today. what the hell. and i was studying while watching. i wanna play! coach shaun started tempting me to play. like say he lend me his racket. i dont have to run. just stand there and hit the ball. i thought it was for real. but he was like : i dont think you should. sit down and rest. what the hell man! i wanna play this week's match. fucking want to. i am gonna play. and ian is gonna play too. the both of us are gonna recover. play on sat then visit her again. who cares. play first. :D
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