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HELLO
it really makes me wonder.
why you came back.
YOU (:
jo.
girl.
we can be as one.
16 going on 17.
07S13.
OG 29.
07.
gemini.
made with love.


 JUNKIES (:
gwen.:D
 weejia.(:
 valerie. (:
 lynsey.(:
 jade.
 cheri.
 jodie.
 yimei.
 cherlyn.
 amelia.
 maria.
 joan.
 junior gwen.
 michelle.
 sein teng.
 yingjie.
 sandra.
 chelsy.
 leanne.
amanda nicole.
claudia. :D
kaixian.
yinfung.
nicole benny.(:
kel.(:
twin.(:


BABBLINGS (:

WISHLIST (:
straight As.
i will try to achieve it.


BYE BYES (: July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007

THANKS TO (:
niss
angelic-trust
styxoath

Monday, February 12, 2007


i am waiting for the pineapple paste now to set and everything. man. i really pray that it's gonna be fine. i mean. cause this is my first time making the paste on my own without mommy's guidance. auntie says it's okay. but i still have doubts. i'm having doubts about everything i'm doing now. disturbing mr smiley is in school now. reply so slow man. tsk tsk. nic is like somewhere out there but i dont know where. hopefully she comes soon cause i dont have much time with her. she have to leave my house at like 6 to go for training. ya. that comes to the part whereby i cant train! coach nigel called me yesterday asking me why i'm still not there. and i told him about my knees. he says to rest and dont play. recover first. ya. went down to keppel in the evening. coach nigel was changing his shirt in public. dad purposely drove there and stop there. hah. mom told him jokingly that he will be caught for changing in public. ya. then coach talked about my results and everything. including my knee. meanwhile, i was talking to kelvin. he was like eating his chicken pie. man. he cant eat properly for nuts. crumbs everywhere. ya. we talked about results and my knees too. like the same topic as the adults. coach nigel ask mom to bring me to see a sports doctor if it doesnt heal. oh man. hopefully i can play season and spex. i cant afford not to play okay. shit.

went to boardwalk and saw nic and auntie joan there. had quite a long conversation with auntie joan. and as usual said the same thing about my results. sigh. i really cant take this kind of thing okay. ya. then joined bjorn, ben, boonhow and winson. ben was busy making straw hearts. he cant seem to put the ending part through. he asked me for help. and everytime he needs my help he have to say : please help me jiejie. hah. so funny! and he actually said it okay. the guys now are like crazy over making things with straw. either the heart or the star. bjorn made a pair of drumsticks out of straws. man. i havent seen jia for long! like ya. very long! i miss her badly. ): jia, why do you have to leave so early!!! bjorn accompanied me to study in the library yesterday. he was trying to make me happy too. by doing some lame thing. he keeps drawing on my foolscape. and he made me make sure i pin that on the board. so that everytime i see it, i will smile. really. i think i am quite fortunate to have friends to pick me up during my darkest times. i mean ya. how many people already. somehow, i just have to get out of this. if not i will make the people around me sad too. met up with jie jie too in the morning. she is super busy. she came to cheer me up too. and ya. was an unexpected thing again. shit man. i feel stupid. really stupid! okay. i better get going now! the paste may be like done soon. pineapple tarts! i will bring for you okay ian! i will remember! and becareful! dont fall! (:

i miss everyone in school. i miss OG29, i miss the table, i miss seeing you, i miss nic and jia, and i miss S13. i am gonna miss jamie and jiehao! ):

 

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