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HELLO
it really makes me wonder.
why you came back.
YOU (:
jo.
girl.
we can be as one.
16 going on 17.
07S13.
OG 29.
07.
gemini.
made with love.


JUNKIES (:
gwen.:D
weejia.(:
valerie. (:
lynsey.(:
jade.
cheri.
jodie.
yimei.
cherlyn.
amelia.
maria.
joan.
junior gwen.
michelle.
sein teng.
yingjie.
sandra.
chelsy.
leanne.
amanda nicole.
claudia. :D
kaixian.
yinfung.
nicole benny.(:
kel.(:
twin.(:


BABBLINGS (:

WISHLIST (:
straight As.
i will try to achieve it.


BYE BYES (: July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007

THANKS TO (:
niss
angelic-trust
styxoath

Thursday, March 15, 2007


okay okay. i am like typing so fast here so i can get it over and done with. and hurry hurry go do my work. i've spent 5 consecutive days with nic, jia and joshua. like goodness! (: i'm not complaining. i like it though. (: i love their company.

tuesday.
had a match on that day. it was like 0745 pm. ehhh. i met nic first at queenstown mrt at about 1210? yea. then we waited for the damn 195 to come. it was so long! there was this auntie who was eating her stuff. then all the pigeons started coming. like eww. they were flying everywhere. met joshua outside queensway. hah. i purposely embarrassed him across the road. (: yea. jia was late again. so we decided to go to shop first so that nic can restring her racket. then while waiting for jia, we went to almost all the shops to look for. okay. i cant say it. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. hah. we were like looking for the best deal. jia took a cab down to meet us. nic and i bought the adi and nike one. hah. pretty! we went to ikea to eat after that. yea. my spag was like only 1.50. i think they charged wrongly even though it was kids. our plan after lunch was to go to suntec to play arcade! hah. so funny. we wanted to like sit this uncle's cab. but we wanted to know how much it was. then joshua went up to the uncle and ask. he couldnt be bothered to wind down the window. i think he thought we have no money or he thought joshua was mad. hah. we cabbed the other taxi cause we didnt like his attitude. went to the arcade. jia, nic and joshua were idiots okay! they killed me by choosing the most advance mode for my drums. crazy! and of course i struggled and i died. evil!!
we played ddr. hah. jia was super funny! she freaks out everytime she sees the arrow. while i am like there trying to rescue her and my legs were going bonkas! joshua and nic were laughing their ass off. then we played time crisis! hah. we are cool people! we went to royal sporting house cause jia wanted to buy that too. she tried and when she was about to pay, she realised the vouchers cant be used there. and i did a very mean thing lahs. jia was like : jo! the vouchers cant be used here. how?!' and i replied : then dont buy lahs! and walked away. hah.

walked to marina. oh my goodness. this was worse! till today, they are still harping on it. and still laughing at it okay! yea. jia said she wanted to go divas. so we made our way there. then i saw this dragonfly necklance! i was like ohhh. it's nice. so itchy fingers lahs. i thought the tail is like movable. so i like twisted it to the left and went like cool! then i try again but this time to the right. and told myself : okay! this necklance is damn cool! the tail is movable! so i turned the tail like 360 degrees like dont know how many rounds. that's when it came off! and i happily thought. no worries. should be detachable. so i tried putting it back when i realised, shit! this time i am done for it! it's not detachable neither is it like rotatble. nic found out when i like stared at her with my big eyes. hah. joshua and jia kept laughing okay! piang! i walked out of the shop pretending nothing happened and brought the tail out of the shop. i think joshua has it now. hah. argh.

met evil twin too! yea kaixian! you better stop next time okay. how can i be like talking to you when your back is facing me and you are like so far away!!! i didnt realise but nic was telling me that he was actually walking beside me and like looking at me when i was talking to jia. without even realising there's a guy next to me. hah. i'm blind actually. okay. yea. i only realised it when i saw the shirt. i was telling jia like : hey, that shirt looks familiar. looks like the one my evil twin has! that's when my phone rang and i saw his name on my phone. hah. cool right!?

we walked through citylink and took a train to paya lebar to take my specs. jia, joshua and nic started trying on. we went to the ntuc there. bought fruit juice. that was when jia said that we should just get the 100 plus can from kallang since it's like a dollar there. lucky we checked okay! the 1.5 litre was 1.85? hah. a better deal isnt it?! ate a little before we got there. we took a train to kallang. and while walking halfway it started raining! so we took a shelter at the bus stop. joshua said to cab like after 7 since it's after peak hours. so we happily sat at the bus stop for like what. 20 mins? hah. we walked down somemore so that it's easier to get a cab. that's when i saw this puddle of water. like damn big puddle. i screamed when the bus went pass it. and being jia, she screamed too cause she thought there was this car coming to run us down. hah. it's super funny! our cab fare from there to kallang was like 8 bucks?! daylight robbery man! crazy. got jammed there. and the uncle had to like drive in rounds to get us to the tennis centre. crap. i hate the roads there. we had to roll the courts cause it rained. and we saw like parents helping their kids roll the courts. like what the hell lahs!? and they need 4 rollers just to roll one damn court! we won our match. 9-2. bren did a damn bad thing i tell you. we didnt expect him to do that. i think he knew who my opponent was. she was like sitting there talking to someone when he like pretended to vomit and said : my heart is breaking! hah. it was unintentional. but i think she thinks that my brother did it on purpose. stupid brother. sent nic back and yea. that's the end of tuesday.

wednesday.
my opponent came early that day. like way early. she appeared at my house at 10 in the morning. took her books out and lied on my bed to study. how cool! hah. you will never see such moments whereby your opponent will come to your house in the morning. and then play against you in the afternoon! joshua and jia came after that. jia and i were trying to learn the 'girlfriend' dance. hah. nic and joshua were saying that we are going crazy over that song. went down to dad's office for tom yam. we managed to catch a cab outside my house. and the uncle was cool! he picked us all up. like 6 of us in his cab. (: my tom yam was like spicy hot! i told mom that if i am gonna finish it, i will faint on the court later when i play with nic. cause my tummy always get damn hot when i run if i eat something spicy. thanks to jia. she gave me some of her soup. we cabbed to kallang like again. and this time from lavender to kallang. like so much further. but it only cost like what. 3 plus? nic and i started our match early. we took court 10. and jia took court 11. i lost to nic 6-3,6-1. i tell you. i cant stand her. she hit 9 winner shots okay! crazy! cant believe it, i actually counted the number of times. jia's opponent is like super big size! oh oh! and we saw han kai jie. joshua's opponent! hah. someone joshua dislikes cause he lost to him 6-2, 5-7, 5-7. made our way to yio chu kang after that. had friendly against cat high c div. we were super drained after that. hah. jia, nic and i were like tired. shagged! i started saying ku ku nei nei nei nei ku ku while walking from somerset mrt to cine. they were laughing at me cause they were imagining me saying that while playing on court. hah. we were all going high cause we were tired. went to cine foodcourt to eat. my bubbletea cost a bomb! 2.80. crazy. nic and jia asked me why it was so expensive and i said : cause the pearls were 30 dollars. when i was supposed to be 30 cents. hah. i didnt know what i was talking. went to taka to buy fruit juice. then ehhh. walked to wisma. went into the nokia shop and to topshop to have a look. then parted.

today.
went out of the house at about 12 today with mom and bren. took a bus down to town. then eh. had lunch at ambush. man. the spag was damn nice. met jia and russell at taka foodcourt. yea. and parted with mom and bren. we took 14 down to kallang. and that's when jia told russell about the dragonfly thing. hah. when we reached kallang. nic was done with her first set. seriously, we didnt have to go down and support her. the jap girl who played against shiyan yesterday is damn good. she's the man man! nic beat her opponent 6-0, 6-0. no kick lahs! (: managed to see hui hui like only her body. cause her face was so black we cant even see! hah. then took 14 back to town. wanted to watch stomp the yard. but it was sold out! so decided to watch the messengers. it's a good show. really. must watch! the sound effects were good. jia kept scaring me okay. there was this part, everyone screamed. but there was nothing on the scream. like nothing scary. so i said wha. but i think it was too loud and the whole cinema started laughing. funny! (: weeliang sent me back. hah. i tell you. his friend's car is like so cool! it was totally like a brroom brooommm car! i like the feeling everytime he steps on the acclerator. hah. the car will like kick off and it will like go damn fast! (:

we were talking about our dreams. and our dreams is to own a brrooom brooommm car in future. own a big house so that all of us can stay in it. and lastly to own a go-cart park. of course, han and the rest have to chip in to make the go-cart park happen. if not, i think we will take a million years to make it happen. (:


 
Monday, March 12, 2007


just rolled myself back from mom's room. hah. i was so lazy to walk to her room to get the phone. so decided to like sit on my chair and roll myself there and back. mom was like saying i am so lazy to the extend that i dont want to use my legs. (: came back bukit goodness. i cycled like for 25 mins and my knees are feeling sore and numb. the instructor is like super funny. he said something like. do not strain your knees cause it's forbidden. if you follow what i say, you are forgiven. hah. i think he's damn cool. didnt get to see shan cause he left earlier. so ya. had training today. the sun was crazy today. like piang. HOT! i've got to start focussing now i tell you. i mean. okay. i can be happy go lucky but must limit myself.

met up with joshua after training with nic. hah. we were like on the same train the whole time. when we were out, this woman chiong up to joshua and like ask for his contacts to be a model. goodness lahs. well. my dear brother fake all his contacts. we thought we could get away with her after then. how would i know she turned to me. crazy! she should turn to nicole first lahs. think she's blind okay. seriously. but i rejected her. (: i am not fit to be a model. goodness. then we walked to cine and then to heeren to eat sakae. after that went back to cine again to get the tickets for the pursuit of happiness. i tell you. the show has no climax! you know. i watched until i cant sit still on my chair. as if there's ants in my pants. then after that i started yawning so badly. and i started tearing. nic thought i cried! hah. no way am i gonna cry. after the movie, nic and joshua decided to walk with me to my mom's. met up with jia and russell. hah. i was quite surprised that russell's like so friendly. (: we walked around like from taka, to wisma and to isetan. joshua and nic were counting the number of people i know while walking down orchard. hah. so funny. ( i am not saying i'm popular okay! ) that's about it. there's this retarded thing that happened too. but i shall not blog about it. nic and jia knows about it. (: super retarded! yea. that's my day. hah.

Hey, hey, you, you I don't like your girlfriend. No way, no way I think you need a new one. Hey, hey, you, you. I could be your girlfriend. Hey, hey, you, you. I know that you like me. No way, no way No, it's not a secret. Hey, hey, you, you I want to be your girlfriend.

and i f***ing hate to wait for messages. like hello. it's been hours! f***.

 
Saturday, March 10, 2007


goodness man. i'm damn damn bored to the extend that i wanna sleep the rest of my day away. shit man. i kept on yawning until nic asked me why i'm constantly yawning. if not, i will sneeze non stop. i wonder where's everyone you know. i didnt expect my saturday to be like that. i mean. i didnt even think about what will happen today. my phone died on me. it's in the hospital now undergoing a 3 day operation. so shitty. i thought they could like rescue it within a few hours. but unfortunately have to be under the 'doctor's' observation. went to ah yi's house today. after sending my phone for repair. studied finish one more stack of chem notes. gotten the concept. so that's something i should be happy about. but i am not! ): i feel shit. SHITTY! stayed there until it was time to go for tuition. mom said she will pick me up like straight after tuition. and i was thinking. okay. maybe you will like bring me out, like go shopping or something. couldnt even like take a walk with nic to old chang kee to get something. ya ya. then i walked all the way to singtel and waited like a damn fool. dad picked me up and guess what?! we are going ISLAND! what the f*** lahs. argh. then yes. i am here, in the cyber room, blogging. how sad can that be. ): and there's no one to talk to me. why cant they just let me go out. and even if they didnt. cant they just bring me somewhere else instead of this hell place. everytime i step in here, i feel scared and lonely. bren will always happily make his way to the cyber room. while mom and dad will happily go to jackpot room. even auntie has someone to talk to when she's here. but me?! can you imagine. like a ku ku nei nei sitting outside, staring at people walking pass and doing my work. i seriously dont deserve this. dont they ever see it why i always wanna go out on saturdays?! because i am scared of being here. i am scared of being alone. i can be anywhere else except here. i would rather be home. when i'm able to do whatever i want. even lie in bed to think of things is better than stoning here. it's hell here. ):

driftor! you are not allowed to spam my board for your info. (: everyone will end up tagging and tagging. and i wont know what is happening. hah. yea.

nicole tan! where'd you go. i miss you so. hah. yes and miss jia too! jia! our match is coming! muahaha. our medal. yes yes yes! i always smile whenever i think of getting that damn medal. we must win the first round okay. i think it's already good enough. hah.

 
Thursday, March 01, 2007


oh my goodness! nobody will believe this. playing with nic the first round for my single match! goodness. dont know how many times already lahs. hah. we are all clear who the winner will be lahs huh. hah. (: so ehhh. ya. i am gonna play against her. f*** y** nic! hah. and guess what. for so long. okay not very long. 4 years playing in spex. jia and i are seeded 1! hah!!! this is big big news. and if we beat that person and her partner, we will be in the semis already. and that will mean another medal! (((: whee jia!!! arent you happy? i am super excited okay. but well. have to remain calm and focus on our match. ian and joshua are talkinga about the line out now. poor joshua. if he gets through the first round, he will meet the seeded 2 guy. all the best brother! ((: and and. evil twin's ahem is cute looking. good taste twin! (: sigh. i am dying right here. i havent study yet. and i dont feel well. okay. nothing to blog about anymore. see ya! (:

bean! i know you are jealous that nic and i are like f***ing here and there lahs. (:

twin! you better get well soon ya. i wanna see you in school by monday! i am gonna miss you so much. man. i'll be emo-ing tomorrow cause i cant see you. ): so sad.

nicole tan! i havent study yet man. stress. ): hah. you must be talking to my bro now huh. yes yes. i love you more and more everyday. and you know what?! tomorrow's the match with tjc. hah! it's our day. i cant wait! whee!

tan weejia! you are not left out either. i love you too. remember that! (: and i guess you wont see this cause i dont think your com is ready. ): sadness! i miss you so badly!

benny! (: dont worry ya. you have us. nic, twin and i! we will always love you forever more! hee. we will make you happy. that's for sure! love you benny. see you in school tomorrow!

 

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