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HELLO
it really makes me wonder.
why you came back.
YOU (:
jo.
girl.
we can be as one.
16 going on 17.
07S13.
OG 29.
07.
gemini.
made with love.


 JUNKIES (:
gwen.:D
 weejia.(:
 valerie. (:
 lynsey.(:
 jade.
 cheri.
 jodie.
 yimei.
 cherlyn.
 amelia.
 maria.
 joan.
 junior gwen.
 michelle.
 sein teng.
 yingjie.
 sandra.
 chelsy.
 leanne.
amanda nicole.
claudia. :D
kaixian.
yinfung.
nicole benny.(:
kel.(:
twin.(:


BABBLINGS (:

WISHLIST (:
straight As.
i will try to achieve it.


BYE BYES (: July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007

THANKS TO (:
niss
angelic-trust
styxoath

Friday, June 15, 2007


ohh ohhh! i wanna thank everyone who has made my birthday so wonderful this year! (:
i guess holding this chalet thing wasnt as bad as i thought. you know when i got there. i knew what dad was gonna say. he's like : this place is smaller than my house and it's not air conditioned! and after that he said : jo! why did we get this place in the first place? we could have held it in our own house! hah. well. i have no idea. but thing is, if it's in my house. we cant drink and we are gonna disturb my parents when they sleep cause we didnt sleep! we wont be able to talk and wont be able to go to the beach. but at least we can get out of the house for sure. but with air con. i dont think anyone wont sleep. (: maybe we should hold it in someone's house next year. like either twin's house or my house. yeps. preparing the food was the worse part. you have to buy, prepare, pack, load up the car, unload and start bbq-ing. piang! hard work. there's too many things to say about the chalet. besides the part that people started smashing cake into twin's face and mine. idiot. i knew the guys were up to something cause everyone stood so close to one another. abel was the first to smash a cake into my face. but he was busy laughing when i attacked him back. (: all and all, even though it was bad cause it's all over your face, hair and shirt and sticky, it was still fun!!! we started to emo at night. well. that's what always happen if there's nic and jia around. we will just start talking and everything comes. my special present came like 10 mins before 12. it was a big surprise and i really love it. (: hah. the whole thing was tiring. bjorn, jia and i came straight home, showered and slept all the way to 3. piang. shagged! hah.

i still dont have a reason. and it really makes me wonder whether i really give a fuck about you. cause i dont believe in you anymore. yet. i try to be in denial. tell me your reason for coming back.

  Thursday, June 07, 2007



happy belated birthday bean! (:

sorry bean. i know it's like 5 days late. so sorry. will make it up to you okay!? i will sing you a song. (: happy belated birthday to bean. happy belated birthday to bean! happy belated birthday to BBBBEEEEAAANNNNN, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BEAN! -applause.- :D

happy birthday to martin!

guess what? it's martin's birthday today! hah. bet he's smiling an extra more today. (:

okay. these are all the june babies. hah. june babies rock man. have been studying the whole week. followed the timetable yinfung gave me. (: have no idea where he is now. had tuition today. dr roberts was really nice. we told him we didnt went for lessons for 2 weeks. so he briefly went through the worksheet he gave us. awesome. i was looking forward to it. maybe because i missed his lessons. i am missing maths lessons too. and i am missing my maths tutor. ): hiya! i am gonna die for common test i think. i think i am going to R.E.T.A.I.N! waited for nic today outside orchard point when there were like seats. took out my bio notes to like read it. then this indian couple were next to me. the lady was like saying : so poor thing. why is she studying here. i just looked at her. nic came. went for tuition. well. time passed damn quickly. one of our tuition mates mubbles big time. like for nuts sake open your mouth and talk! nic bought old chang kee and i bought tori-Q for lunch. took a bus to nic's house to take our stuff. man. her brother shattered my heart. ): like SHATTERED!

PREPARE FOR SHIT TIME!

you are just a bloody asshole. blaming others for what you have done wrong. you have never gone to reflect whether you are at fault or not. excuse me. i am not the cause for your breakup. i shall repeat : I AM NOT THE CAUSE FOR YOUR DAMN FUCKING BREAK UP WITH YOUR EX GIRLFRIEND. GET IT? if you dont, then i am sorry. cause i cant translate for you into chinese since my com doesnt have the software. but i guess even if i have, you wouldnt even know how to read it. you didnt appreciate the fact that i came to talk to you about your problem with her. i talked to you nicely and what did you say to me? you said it's none of my business. it was your girlfriend who asked me for help to talk to you. i was on the phone with her when i messaged you and i told her everything i have typed in the message before sending them to you. what's your bloody problem? do some reflection please. hey. i was there to help. HElP not RUIN EVERYTHING. you ruined everything. next, i dont have a possessive problem because if i do, i would have objected her from going with you right from the beginning and even objected her to go with other guys. the problem lies with you! i've only talked to you once in my life. and that is about this. and you say i have possessive problem? think again kid. how well do you even know me to judge me? i have the right to judge you for everything you've done. and come on. just a nice hi doesnt mean she still has feelings for you. dont be so overly proud of yourself. it's her fault for misjudging the kind of person you are. you should count yourself lucky to have an ex girlfriend like her cause you dont deserve her. SHE'S JUST TOO GOOD FOR YOU SO ADMIT IT YOU JERK! i should just state the fact in your face now kay. the first time i saw you, i could see what kind of person you are. but she liked you. she fell for you and she chose you over other guys. i truly said: go on and be with him. i am sure he will treat you well and you will be happy being with him. when she told me she had feelings for you. AND GUESS WHAT? you took her for granted, you didnt really care about her well-being. you said she forced you to fetch her back. you didnt even truly love her. you just merely took her as YOUR TOY! you made her go back home all alone late at night when she stays like the opposite end of singapore. worse of all, you just send her to the bus stop opposite your house and throw her there on her own. what if smth happened to her? you know. you shouldnt blame her for the reputation you are getting now cause you are the one distorting your own image. so just turn around and bye bye.

sorry my dear girl that i have to be crude here. but it's the fact i am stating. you dont need him around you anymore cause you deserve so much better from someone who truly loves you. <3


 

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